I'm Jealous

Finally you have been reply...
i take a long break when i saw your message..
thanks god... :)
it make me happy today...
but..
i spot something...
that she...
when she online...
i just can stand away from her..
she always busy in chat-ing and reply comment...
even i sms to her....msn her...post comment her also same..
didn't reply me...
when the day we start..
I know today will coming...
but I never wonder it come too fast...
I not yet ready to it...
haix...
i really don't know how to tell her about my feeling..
i know I'm not that Handsome enough for her..
but I really love her..
isn't that still no enough for a girl?
i don't know..
because I not them..
I really hope she will understand what I want..
just very simple...
just now she ask me a question..
"I go out with boy you will unhappy or not?"
I didn't think..i not dare to..
because I know what my feeling...
Maybe i really can accept this...Or maybe I can't
that already not important...
i don't mind my feeling at all
just because i really love you...
very much..
but who know...??
who can accept he own girlfriend do all those thing?
i don't know who can..
if some one can..
teach me...
i wanna to learn...
i just want you happy..
i really do...
that why I in mood or not are not the point anymore
just because you..
I change my self...
change what also can
just don't want you sad...bad...moody..
that all..
did i can do it well?
can i ?
babe
i really love you..
sorry...
I'm Jealous

Not in mood...

What happen between us?
hmm?
can tell me?
i just wanna know what you doing exactly..
but when i call you...you just hang up my call
and now..you off your hand phone...
i really moody...babe...
why treat me like that?
isn't i do any wrong make you mad on me?
last night you tell me that you didn't reply just because you hand phone are out of battery
but how about today?
if you wan break up..just tell me..
no need do all those to me..
really hurt...
I'm not blaming you..
i just wanna know what am i for you...
that all...
i wanna talk with you at once...
just once..
give me a chance to forgive what i did wrong on you...
please...
i not play play in this relationship
you know it...
i never play on you...
i really treat as my wife...
what u can't tell me just tell...
or what you bluffing also...
just tell...
i won't mad at all...
just because we are couple..
don't you say that to me before?
nothing is can't settle...
for me..
you are my whole life
i need you..
come back please..
i always waiting for you...
always...

I'm new here~

Hi, All of you, I'm the new here...
I posting this blog at 2009-1-30 0154AM
Is was midnight now,
can sleep well,
just because miss some one too much = =
so i'm damn miss her,
hehe xp,
don't know how about she...?
hmm...
i will try my best to upgrade this blog everyday..
if i can....
love you babe...
always...