I'm Jealous

Finally you have been reply...
i take a long break when i saw your message..
thanks god... :)
it make me happy today...
but..
i spot something...
that she...
when she online...
i just can stand away from her..
she always busy in chat-ing and reply comment...
even i sms to her....msn her...post comment her also same..
didn't reply me...
when the day we start..
I know today will coming...
but I never wonder it come too fast...
I not yet ready to it...
haix...
i really don't know how to tell her about my feeling..
i know I'm not that Handsome enough for her..
but I really love her..
isn't that still no enough for a girl?
i don't know..
because I not them..
I really hope she will understand what I want..
just very simple...
just now she ask me a question..
"I go out with boy you will unhappy or not?"
I didn't think..i not dare to..
because I know what my feeling...
Maybe i really can accept this...Or maybe I can't
that already not important...
i don't mind my feeling at all
just because i really love you...
very much..
but who know...??
who can accept he own girlfriend do all those thing?
i don't know who can..
if some one can..
teach me...
i wanna to learn...
i just want you happy..
i really do...
that why I in mood or not are not the point anymore
just because you..
I change my self...
change what also can
just don't want you sad...bad...moody..
that all..
did i can do it well?
can i ?
babe
i really love you..
sorry...
I'm Jealous