You not the worst "bitch" in my life...

Last year...
some one tell me that...
she confuse to make a choice in her relationship...
I tell her...
"how about I quit to make you easy to choose?"
haiz...
that not really I want to tell her...
between...
I really love she...
but...
I know that really hard...
she blame before that I can't always be with her...
that night...
After I hang up the call...
I make a choice what are stupid to her...
That will be I "disappear"
Maybe that really make she worry about me...
but I really don't like to saw her always confusing...
That just making me bad...
Make me feel I'm the worst people who make she down...
Sorry...
I have not choice...
After that day...
I continue my owner life again...
But...
Look like I make the wrong choice...
I regret...
Some day..
I saw she msn titile
"I like Jackson"
hmm...
I know what i feeling about it...
It feel bad...
but nothing I can do...
Is me who broke the promise between us...
So...
I can't blame she...
Not her fault at all...
Now..
I just can do one thing..
That is...
I always waiting for she...
I wish you...
have a good relationship..
and...
one more thing...
Don't ever tell me to forget you...
You not the worst "bitch" in my life...