The last memory we've

Maybe this post is last time i wrote for you

Anything have to go on

I really sorry for it

I don't know that you'll forget me or not

But now I just wanna told you the truth now

Since we've our first time argue

Our war never stop

Even cold war

We'll never get back like before

I've been tired for it over then

Really sorry

I've to go

I'm not your Mr.Right

Maybe you'll find he soon

But I'm not

In this few month

I really sick for it

Sometime you prefer talk with me loudly and rough

I really can't make it more better now

Both of us was really tired

Every time you told me that you don't want to break up

But why you never try to make our relationship better?

You always talk me that you've been try your best to make it become true

But I never feel so

Now not the time to think about our relationship

Is our self

I don't like your attitude at all now

Honestly, sometime you really piss me off

I really sick on it

You never know to concern people much than yourself

I always told you again and again

But you seem like didn't get it

I don't know what you think about it

Why don't you make it easy?

You always wanna make it harder till our argue again

If like that for what?

You'll happy a bit or?

I really gave a lot of chance to you

Now I really can't give a chance to you

You really make me down

I don't like my gf rude on me

I don't like my gf tough on me

I don't like my gf talking about bad thing on me

Why those I most HATE you keep on do?

I really can't get it

Are you can't get what am I thinking or ?

You never told me

Now the holiday is come on

My boring life have been started again

Working life~

Next week is our trip

Hope we can enjoy it much

I really hope so

How about you?

Sometimes I prefer single

My life really sucks

I really hate it

Why you try to bother my life?

I really going down now

I really tired

Sometimes I feel I like a suspect more than your bf

You have a lot of question that you ever can finish asking

Did you have think from me before?

Even today we eating also want talk about those title we are not able to talk

Are you really want look at my gloomy face？

Don't you realize that I really getting hate it?

I really boring the way you treat me

Sometimes I prefer single

Long time didn't come to update my blog


Just because busy recently


Hm...What I gonna to post??


That should be my life


Recently my life are going well


Do any one realize my relationship is better than before


I'm sure about it


My life are wonderful


This is my greatest life ever


I love my babe


I love my family


I love my friend


Thanks for caring me


My babe and friend always ask me that the same question


"When I going back to KL?"


I always told them that


"When I really free then I will"


My life are going to be steady


Nothing special are happen between me


I like my life


It are full of thing to let me do


Didn't have much time to let me simply think other way


How about my babe?


Always lost her patient on me


Scare me disappear like that


I wont and I swear it to god


You just need more time to relax


I love you


Now and ever


Just believe me


Okay?


Love you

I love it much than me

Few day busy in PJ
With my babe
I love it much
the way babe treat me
That 3 night i staying with my babe
I feel that she better than before
No more rude
Damn I love she
Go cinema with her
Saw d movie she most like
Really happy
But I lose d chance to go The Curve
I know my babe was unhappy that night
But she went back cook for me
Nice dinner
Hehe
I will never forget that taste
I will pleasure it
I swear I will
And treat my babe more good
Mwah
Love sei babe
To be continue.....

That not I want : (

Did you know what I want?
Did you ever try to figure out what I want?
I don't want people keep on scolding me
I don't want people keep asking me why why why?
You my gf
Did you know that？
I really sad in this few day
You keep on scolding me?
And I just can told you I nothing
You never realize that?
I moody
Damn moody
Whole day
Haiz
I don't even know what is going on by now
I'm tired
Keep going like this
I will fed up
Sigh~

Parents day??

What the real mean of my parents day?
Haha
That will be my most happy day
Because the day my babe have a dinner with my parents
We take d dinner at The Curve
Eat till 11pm something
Then my dad fetch my babe back home
Damn miss d day when we together
We look crazy rolling in home whole day and never come out
Even our lunch also delivery
My silly babe eat till wanna vomit
Too full already
And she didn't finish my toast tim = =
But never mind la
We have a lot fun when we eating
Never forget that day^
But really tired for me
Don't know why also
My bro blaming didn't go find them again
Sorry man
I didn't mean it
I arrange d time to meet with you all
So I promise that next time I will told you guys when I came ya
And my Melaka friend
Damn miss you guys
We have a lot at A'Famosa
Haha
I will forget that fun show ya
See you guys again
Don't forget our next round is go taiwan ya
Last time go Hong Kong damn crazy
But this time I want go taiwan with my babe
You guys want come too？
Just tell me la
I will check it how first
And
I getting love my babe much
She just present me branded wallet
I will pressure it as much as i can
hehe
Love you ya
My lovely babe

Surely You Understand My Standing Point^

I thought is what make you so down
Finally I found out that the problem what is going on
Babe
What you also know to say
Those thing has been past so long
Why still wanna mind it?
Just make yourself confusing in nothing
I feel you really silly
Silly till I wanna treat you more good than before
Don't ask me why ya~
: ]
I get it what you worrying
Its not a big problem~
I won't scold you if you tell me

Now I can answer you a question that What is between our future
It will continue as I can be with you
I really love you
No one can compare with you
You the only one in my heart
Now, tomorrow and forever
Please don't simply think
I will unhappy if you always think so
Don't you really so selfish?
: ]
Silly babe
Come back
I will always waiting for you
And never let you go
NEVER
: ]

My Life are Suck..!!!

My life are getting suck enough
Ppl always think I really free on it
But I never though...
My dad health are getting worst than before
Now he can't work well like before
I need put anything down to help him
Help him to take care my family
Even I tired I also need continue like that
That the only way I can do
I don't have any ppl leave me again
However my dad scold me
He also is my dad
I will make it feel better
My relationship not good too
Don't know why
Getting worst now
Isn't I really not suitable for love?
Did I really need to let she go?
I Don't know~
Confusing~
Haiz~

Without me

This few day, I don't even know what happen on us...

Always argue for those small case...

Why??!!

You always say my attitude are worst then worst...

I don't know what you mean of that...

I already concern you much I can do...

But look like useless than I think before

I really unhappy...;(

Not because of you I unhappy...

Is me who can't match with you...

My relationship alwasys become so worst in my life...

I thought this time won't like that anymore...

But now, seem all happening on me again...

Isn't I really not suit for love?

Sorry...

I don't know how to make you happy then now...

I really can't...

Maybe I should disappear from you...

I don't want saw your unhappy again...

I really fed up on me...

What I promise you I can't do it...

Sorry...

I really do...

I can't keep let you smile...

Without me...

Maybe you can...

I will thinking about this...

;(

You are my dream...Babe

Met you by surprise...I didn't realize that my life would change forever by you..

Saw you standing around there...

I didn't know I cared....

There was something special in my life....

Dreams are you...

The only real kind of real fantasy for me...

Illusions just in a common thing....

I try to live in dreams...

It seems as if it's meant to be....

You is a different kind of reality for me

I dream of loving in the night...while I can't sleep well

And loving seems aright although it's only fantasy...

If you do exist...

Hubbydon'r resist

Show me that a new way of loving

Tell me that it's true

Show me what to do

I feel something special about you...

I like to dream now

I dream of you close to me

Loving you seems right perhaps that's my babe...

I wrote this for you...My babe~

Here I am...

I came for you..

My babe...

I been touching by your blog...

Silly babe

Don't ever think that...

You not the useless person for me...

I need you...

How can you say so??

Don't you care my feeling when saying yourself like that?

Don't be so selfish again ya..

If not.....Hehe...You will know what I will do for you...

Don't you?

I lose this competition...

Without you...

I lose anything...

Really...First time I became like that...Worst..

Sorry babe...

That mean I need you...

I really do...Babe...

You hear me??

I know you'll hear it...

You always do...

I know I mind all that night you do for me...

I really no idea on that..

Sorry...

Maybe I too mind about that...

Just because I care about you...

Not I didn't believe you or what..

Hope you will understand it...

Sometimes babe feel I like cold cold on you...

That doesn't mean I didn't care about you...

Is me thinking how I gonna make you more happy than before...

I wan kick out all those memory before me...

I really want to make it real...

But sometimes I don't know how to make you know how much I love you...

I really do..

Love you

My lovely babe...

Did I really don't care about you??

Babe...I wrote this for you...

Isn't I really bad enough for you??

I really care for you...

I have no idea why you keep on say I didn't care about you...

Isn't yesterday night you call your ex then I no respon for you?

Don't you really think I no respon at all?

Don't you forget What I have told you when we wating bus at Genting??

What I say it on your?

Remember?

The photo in your purse?

The ring what you wear on it?

The bear what you holding on?

Honestly

I mind it at all..

Don't you realize that?

Babe~

I really love you..

Don't ever say it again...

Whatever I do on you...

I really care about you..

I really do..

Please believe me..

My lovely babe...

I love you so much

:D

I back from my babe house~

What my babe looking at??

First world view~

A tired week~

I just back from my babe house...

I go she house stay for 5 night..

Last Sunday just arrive there...

I was quite happy when together with my babe..

Unforget memories...

(hehe :D)

This few day we have been a lot place ya

Walk untill my leg pain = =

Sunday we dint go anywhere

because when I arrive already 9pm

Freaking tired la~

No more energy walking~

Just lying in my babe bed

(lol)

She keep on talking with me...

Look like she more happy than me ya

The next day we go genting~

But I sleep late already...

My babe yelling me wake up

but last night too tired lu

So I keep on lying lu~

Babe told me that she buy bus ticket in 9am got to go 1 utama

but when we arrive there already 9 something..

So we mise up the bus

I just buy 10am ticket again..

( >.< )

Babe go genting find she friend

Because she work at there before

So alot friend at there also...

We sitting at starbuck arround 2 hour lu

Quite tired

We been 1U, The Curve, SW, TS, Genting

buy alot thing...

and I gift my babe 1 teddy bear in TS...

she very happy...

Me too..

(hehe :D )

Have alot thing wanna to write

but too much..

So I think I will write it when I free ya

You guys wait me ya

And

Sorry for my Nick bro

I not free at all..

So cant meet with you..

Next time ya..

Love you

babe...

I'm Damn sad~

In March 7th 2009, around 8 0'clock...
My friend was pass away~
When I hear this new~
I feel very impossible~
How come so suddenly happen those thing~
I never wonder it will happen so soon~
I feel very upset~
I just talk with she around 4 days ago...
But yesterday...
She was gone~
Won't appear in this world anymore~
I can't accept this...
She was came from a Single parent life~
She mother was very sad till she can't talk now...
I don't know how to talk with she mother well...
How come this world so cruel~
Just take a person leave this world with so suddenly...
We never wonder that when we will die~
But I really can't figure out that will happen around my friend~
I never through~
Haiz~
I will always remember you...
Wish you have a new life~
My dearly friend...
Miss you...
:(

Happy for ♥

This few days I really happy with my babe...
Until I don't know how to share my happy to you guys...
She treat me really good...
I never know have girl who treat me so good before...
I really love her...♥♥♥
Babe~
All the thing what have past before...
Just let it go...
Now...You with me already...
So...You must always happy...
That day babe promise me...
I will remember what babe promise ya...
I also will done what I promise babe...
Don't worry ya babe...
Now babe everyday need work...
Except Friday babe have off day...
Really feel bad when babe say she tired on working...
When babe finish work...
Babe arrive home then direct call me...
Say wan accompany me...
(Really feel touching ya♥)
Babe treat me as husband...
I will never forget what babe say those sweet thing to me...
Every night babe feed me eat "sweet"
hehe~
I think no people know what that "sweet" mean...
Between..
That is our language...
Babe last night told me that she want go Redang Island...
I promise babe also...
I will bring babe go in June or something...
Just both of us only ya...
No other people...
Our first vacation...
I think is quite sweet...
I sure it will...
Don't babe think so?
Then babe also want me accompany she go Pinang also...
But I just afraid that babe can't get holiday...
So babe tell me..
If boss didn't approve my holiday...
I don't want work at there anymore...
(= = sweat)
Babe really very fierce when talk about he boss didn't let
She say because she really wanna go out with me...
whatever the place is...
She also don't mind at all...
She just want always be with me...
(touching again T.T)
Babe want under a roof with me...
Erm...
I guess I no problem...
But...
Babe want me go visit her parent...
(cham lo = ="")
I scare she parent don't accept me only...
babe say won't
So I trust what babe say...
She tell me don't worry that...
So i waiting babe bring me back she hometown...
Maybe in May...
Just left 2 more month only...
Wish me have a good luck
:D

You is my Miracle

I can't believe what happening around this week...
A girl who I know already 1 year suddenly appear in my life...
She make my life colorful...
Is she who make know this world are how wonderful...
I starting have feeling on she...
between she don't know also...
So I find out some day to tell her the truth...
I'm so scare she will reject me or what...
But she didn't...hehe...xp
She tell me that she can try first...
If not suit just break...
That I say = =....
She working at Kl...
Some place Near DS...
Far from my house...
but I didn't mind also ya...
Just because I really miss she...
She treat me really good... and nice...
Nothing I can say so...
Because she really perfect in my life...
She tell me she not good or what...
But I never feel that so...
Some day...I find out that she confuse in something...
That she worry when I saw she...
I will RUN out from her...
when I know that...
I feel really silly...
I don't know want scold her or what...
but I just wonder her can't lose me..
So just will feel so...
finally I also didn't blame she...
Because I never to...
hope our love will never end...
Thanks for you treat me as your husband...
I will always be with you...
And...
What I promise you...
I will try my best to make it become true...
Love you...
Babe

You not the worst "bitch" in my life...

Last year...
some one tell me that...
she confuse to make a choice in her relationship...
I tell her...
"how about I quit to make you easy to choose?"
haiz...
that not really I want to tell her...
between...
I really love she...
but...
I know that really hard...
she blame before that I can't always be with her...
that night...
After I hang up the call...
I make a choice what are stupid to her...
That will be I "disappear"
Maybe that really make she worry about me...
but I really don't like to saw her always confusing...
That just making me bad...
Make me feel I'm the worst people who make she down...
Sorry...
I have not choice...
After that day...
I continue my owner life again...
But...
Look like I make the wrong choice...
I regret...
Some day..
I saw she msn titile
"I like Jackson"
hmm...
I know what i feeling about it...
It feel bad...
but nothing I can do...
Is me who broke the promise between us...
So...
I can't blame she...
Not her fault at all...
Now..
I just can do one thing..
That is...
I always waiting for she...
I wish you...
have a good relationship..
and...
one more thing...
Don't ever tell me to forget you...
You not the worst "bitch" in my life...

I'm Jealous

Finally you have been reply...
i take a long break when i saw your message..
thanks god... :)
it make me happy today...
but..
i spot something...
that she...
when she online...
i just can stand away from her..
she always busy in chat-ing and reply comment...
even i sms to her....msn her...post comment her also same..
didn't reply me...
when the day we start..
I know today will coming...
but I never wonder it come too fast...
I not yet ready to it...
haix...
i really don't know how to tell her about my feeling..
i know I'm not that Handsome enough for her..
but I really love her..
isn't that still no enough for a girl?
i don't know..
because I not them..
I really hope she will understand what I want..
just very simple...
just now she ask me a question..
"I go out with boy you will unhappy or not?"
I didn't think..i not dare to..
because I know what my feeling...
Maybe i really can accept this...Or maybe I can't
that already not important...
i don't mind my feeling at all
just because i really love you...
very much..
but who know...??
who can accept he own girlfriend do all those thing?
i don't know who can..
if some one can..
teach me...
i wanna to learn...
i just want you happy..
i really do...
that why I in mood or not are not the point anymore
just because you..
I change my self...
change what also can
just don't want you sad...bad...moody..
that all..
did i can do it well?
can i ?
babe
i really love you..
sorry...
I'm Jealous

Not in mood...

What happen between us?
hmm?
can tell me?
i just wanna know what you doing exactly..
but when i call you...you just hang up my call
and now..you off your hand phone...
i really moody...babe...
why treat me like that?
isn't i do any wrong make you mad on me?
last night you tell me that you didn't reply just because you hand phone are out of battery
but how about today?
if you wan break up..just tell me..
no need do all those to me..
really hurt...
I'm not blaming you..
i just wanna know what am i for you...
that all...
i wanna talk with you at once...
just once..
give me a chance to forgive what i did wrong on you...
please...
i not play play in this relationship
you know it...
i never play on you...
i really treat as my wife...
what u can't tell me just tell...
or what you bluffing also...
just tell...
i won't mad at all...
just because we are couple..
don't you say that to me before?
nothing is can't settle...
for me..
you are my whole life
i need you..
come back please..
i always waiting for you...
always...

I'm new here~

Hi, All of you, I'm the new here...
I posting this blog at 2009-1-30 0154AM
Is was midnight now,
can sleep well,
just because miss some one too much = =
so i'm damn miss her,
hehe xp,
don't know how about she...?
hmm...
i will try my best to upgrade this blog everyday..
if i can....
love you babe...
always...