My Life are Suck..!!!

My life are getting suck enough
Ppl always think I really free on it
But I never though...
My dad health are getting worst than before
Now he can't work well like before
I need put anything down to help him
Help him to take care my family
Even I tired I also need continue like that
That the only way I can do
I don't have any ppl leave me again
However my dad scold me
He also is my dad
I will make it feel better
My relationship not good too
Don't know why
Getting worst now
Isn't I really not suitable for love?
Did I really need to let she go?
I Don't know~
Confusing~
Haiz~