I wrote this for you...My babe~

Here I am...

I came for you..

My babe...

I been touching by your blog...

Silly babe

Don't ever think that...

You not the useless person for me...

I need you...

How can you say so??

Don't you care my feeling when saying yourself like that?

Don't be so selfish again ya..

If not.....Hehe...You will know what I will do for you...

Don't you?

I lose this competition...

Without you...

I lose anything...

Really...First time I became like that...Worst..

Sorry babe...

That mean I need you...

I really do...Babe...

You hear me??

I know you'll hear it...

You always do...

I know I mind all that night you do for me...

I really no idea on that..

Sorry...

Maybe I too mind about that...

Just because I care about you...

Not I didn't believe you or what..

Hope you will understand it...

Sometimes babe feel I like cold cold on you...

That doesn't mean I didn't care about you...

Is me thinking how I gonna make you more happy than before...

I wan kick out all those memory before me...

I really want to make it real...

But sometimes I don't know how to make you know how much I love you...

I really do..

Love you

My lovely babe...

Did I really don't care about you??

Babe...I wrote this for you...

Isn't I really bad enough for you??

I really care for you...

I have no idea why you keep on say I didn't care about you...

Isn't yesterday night you call your ex then I no respon for you?

Don't you really think I no respon at all?

Don't you forget What I have told you when we wating bus at Genting??

What I say it on your?

Remember?

The photo in your purse?

The ring what you wear on it?

The bear what you holding on?

Honestly

I mind it at all..

Don't you realize that?

Babe~

I really love you..

Don't ever say it again...

Whatever I do on you...

I really care about you..

I really do..

Please believe me..

My lovely babe...

I love you so much

:D

I back from my babe house~

What my babe looking at??

First world view~

A tired week~

I just back from my babe house...

I go she house stay for 5 night..

Last Sunday just arrive there...

I was quite happy when together with my babe..

Unforget memories...

(hehe :D)

This few day we have been a lot place ya

Walk untill my leg pain = =

Sunday we dint go anywhere

because when I arrive already 9pm

Freaking tired la~

No more energy walking~

Just lying in my babe bed

(lol)

She keep on talking with me...

Look like she more happy than me ya

The next day we go genting~

But I sleep late already...

My babe yelling me wake up

but last night too tired lu

So I keep on lying lu~

Babe told me that she buy bus ticket in 9am got to go 1 utama

but when we arrive there already 9 something..

So we mise up the bus

I just buy 10am ticket again..

( >.< )

Babe go genting find she friend

Because she work at there before

So alot friend at there also...

We sitting at starbuck arround 2 hour lu

Quite tired

We been 1U, The Curve, SW, TS, Genting

buy alot thing...

and I gift my babe 1 teddy bear in TS...

she very happy...

Me too..

(hehe :D )

Have alot thing wanna to write

but too much..

So I think I will write it when I free ya

You guys wait me ya

And

Sorry for my Nick bro

I not free at all..

So cant meet with you..

Next time ya..

Love you

babe...

I'm Damn sad~

In March 7th 2009, around 8 0'clock...
My friend was pass away~
When I hear this new~
I feel very impossible~
How come so suddenly happen those thing~
I never wonder it will happen so soon~
I feel very upset~
I just talk with she around 4 days ago...
But yesterday...
She was gone~
Won't appear in this world anymore~
I can't accept this...
She was came from a Single parent life~
She mother was very sad till she can't talk now...
I don't know how to talk with she mother well...
How come this world so cruel~
Just take a person leave this world with so suddenly...
We never wonder that when we will die~
But I really can't figure out that will happen around my friend~
I never through~
Haiz~
I will always remember you...
Wish you have a new life~
My dearly friend...
Miss you...
:(

Happy for ♥

This few days I really happy with my babe...
Until I don't know how to share my happy to you guys...
She treat me really good...
I never know have girl who treat me so good before...
I really love her...♥♥♥
Babe~
All the thing what have past before...
Just let it go...
Now...You with me already...
So...You must always happy...
That day babe promise me...
I will remember what babe promise ya...
I also will done what I promise babe...
Don't worry ya babe...
Now babe everyday need work...
Except Friday babe have off day...
Really feel bad when babe say she tired on working...
When babe finish work...
Babe arrive home then direct call me...
Say wan accompany me...
(Really feel touching ya♥)
Babe treat me as husband...
I will never forget what babe say those sweet thing to me...
Every night babe feed me eat "sweet"
hehe~
I think no people know what that "sweet" mean...
Between..
That is our language...
Babe last night told me that she want go Redang Island...
I promise babe also...
I will bring babe go in June or something...
Just both of us only ya...
No other people...
Our first vacation...
I think is quite sweet...
I sure it will...
Don't babe think so?
Then babe also want me accompany she go Pinang also...
But I just afraid that babe can't get holiday...
So babe tell me..
If boss didn't approve my holiday...
I don't want work at there anymore...
(= = sweat)
Babe really very fierce when talk about he boss didn't let
She say because she really wanna go out with me...
whatever the place is...
She also don't mind at all...
She just want always be with me...
(touching again T.T)
Babe want under a roof with me...
Erm...
I guess I no problem...
But...
Babe want me go visit her parent...
(cham lo = ="")
I scare she parent don't accept me only...
babe say won't
So I trust what babe say...
She tell me don't worry that...
So i waiting babe bring me back she hometown...
Maybe in May...
Just left 2 more month only...
Wish me have a good luck
:D

You is my Miracle

I can't believe what happening around this week...
A girl who I know already 1 year suddenly appear in my life...
She make my life colorful...
Is she who make know this world are how wonderful...
I starting have feeling on she...
between she don't know also...
So I find out some day to tell her the truth...
I'm so scare she will reject me or what...
But she didn't...hehe...xp
She tell me that she can try first...
If not suit just break...
That I say = =....
She working at Kl...
Some place Near DS...
Far from my house...
but I didn't mind also ya...
Just because I really miss she...
She treat me really good... and nice...
Nothing I can say so...
Because she really perfect in my life...
She tell me she not good or what...
But I never feel that so...
Some day...I find out that she confuse in something...
That she worry when I saw she...
I will RUN out from her...
when I know that...
I feel really silly...
I don't know want scold her or what...
but I just wonder her can't lose me..
So just will feel so...
finally I also didn't blame she...
Because I never to...
hope our love will never end...
Thanks for you treat me as your husband...
I will always be with you...
And...
What I promise you...
I will try my best to make it become true...
Love you...
Babe

You not the worst "bitch" in my life...

Last year...
some one tell me that...
she confuse to make a choice in her relationship...
I tell her...
"how about I quit to make you easy to choose?"
haiz...
that not really I want to tell her...
between...
I really love she...
but...
I know that really hard...
she blame before that I can't always be with her...
that night...
After I hang up the call...
I make a choice what are stupid to her...
That will be I "disappear"
Maybe that really make she worry about me...
but I really don't like to saw her always confusing...
That just making me bad...
Make me feel I'm the worst people who make she down...
Sorry...
I have not choice...
After that day...
I continue my owner life again...
But...
Look like I make the wrong choice...
I regret...
Some day..
I saw she msn titile
"I like Jackson"
hmm...
I know what i feeling about it...
It feel bad...
but nothing I can do...
Is me who broke the promise between us...
So...
I can't blame she...
Not her fault at all...
Now..
I just can do one thing..
That is...
I always waiting for she...
I wish you...
have a good relationship..
and...
one more thing...
Don't ever tell me to forget you...
You not the worst "bitch" in my life...