Happy for ♥

This few days I really happy with my babe...
Until I don't know how to share my happy to you guys...
She treat me really good...
I never know have girl who treat me so good before...
I really love her...♥♥♥
Babe~
All the thing what have past before...
Just let it go...
Now...You with me already...
So...You must always happy...
That day babe promise me...
I will remember what babe promise ya...
I also will done what I promise babe...
Don't worry ya babe...
Now babe everyday need work...
Except Friday babe have off day...
Really feel bad when babe say she tired on working...
When babe finish work...
Babe arrive home then direct call me...
Say wan accompany me...
(Really feel touching ya♥)
Babe treat me as husband...
I will never forget what babe say those sweet thing to me...
Every night babe feed me eat "sweet"
hehe~
I think no people know what that "sweet" mean...
Between..
That is our language...
Babe last night told me that she want go Redang Island...
I promise babe also...
I will bring babe go in June or something...
Just both of us only ya...
No other people...
Our first vacation...
I think is quite sweet...
I sure it will...
Don't babe think so?
Then babe also want me accompany she go Pinang also...
But I just afraid that babe can't get holiday...
So babe tell me..
If boss didn't approve my holiday...
I don't want work at there anymore...
(= = sweat)
Babe really very fierce when talk about he boss didn't let
She say because she really wanna go out with me...
whatever the place is...
She also don't mind at all...
She just want always be with me...
(touching again T.T)
Babe want under a roof with me...
Erm...
I guess I no problem...
But...
Babe want me go visit her parent...
(cham lo = ="")
I scare she parent don't accept me only...
babe say won't
So I trust what babe say...
She tell me don't worry that...
So i waiting babe bring me back she hometown...
Maybe in May...
Just left 2 more month only...
Wish me have a good luck
:D

You is my Miracle

I can't believe what happening around this week...
A girl who I know already 1 year suddenly appear in my life...
She make my life colorful...
Is she who make know this world are how wonderful...
I starting have feeling on she...
between she don't know also...
So I find out some day to tell her the truth...
I'm so scare she will reject me or what...
But she didn't...hehe...xp
She tell me that she can try first...
If not suit just break...
That I say = =....
She working at Kl...
Some place Near DS...
Far from my house...
but I didn't mind also ya...
Just because I really miss she...
She treat me really good... and nice...
Nothing I can say so...
Because she really perfect in my life...
She tell me she not good or what...
But I never feel that so...
Some day...I find out that she confuse in something...
That she worry when I saw she...
I will RUN out from her...
when I know that...
I feel really silly...
I don't know want scold her or what...
but I just wonder her can't lose me..
So just will feel so...
finally I also didn't blame she...
Because I never to...
hope our love will never end...
Thanks for you treat me as your husband...
I will always be with you...
And...
What I promise you...
I will try my best to make it become true...
Love you...
Babe

You not the worst "bitch" in my life...

Last year...
some one tell me that...
she confuse to make a choice in her relationship...
I tell her...
"how about I quit to make you easy to choose?"
haiz...
that not really I want to tell her...
between...
I really love she...
but...
I know that really hard...
she blame before that I can't always be with her...
that night...
After I hang up the call...
I make a choice what are stupid to her...
That will be I "disappear"
Maybe that really make she worry about me...
but I really don't like to saw her always confusing...
That just making me bad...
Make me feel I'm the worst people who make she down...
Sorry...
I have not choice...
After that day...
I continue my owner life again...
But...
Look like I make the wrong choice...
I regret...
Some day..
I saw she msn titile
"I like Jackson"
hmm...
I know what i feeling about it...
It feel bad...
but nothing I can do...
Is me who broke the promise between us...
So...
I can't blame she...
Not her fault at all...
Now..
I just can do one thing..
That is...
I always waiting for she...
I wish you...
have a good relationship..
and...
one more thing...
Don't ever tell me to forget you...
You not the worst "bitch" in my life...

I'm Jealous

Finally you have been reply...
i take a long break when i saw your message..
thanks god... :)
it make me happy today...
but..
i spot something...
that she...
when she online...
i just can stand away from her..
she always busy in chat-ing and reply comment...
even i sms to her....msn her...post comment her also same..
didn't reply me...
when the day we start..
I know today will coming...
but I never wonder it come too fast...
I not yet ready to it...
haix...
i really don't know how to tell her about my feeling..
i know I'm not that Handsome enough for her..
but I really love her..
isn't that still no enough for a girl?
i don't know..
because I not them..
I really hope she will understand what I want..
just very simple...
just now she ask me a question..
"I go out with boy you will unhappy or not?"
I didn't think..i not dare to..
because I know what my feeling...
Maybe i really can accept this...Or maybe I can't
that already not important...
i don't mind my feeling at all
just because i really love you...
very much..
but who know...??
who can accept he own girlfriend do all those thing?
i don't know who can..
if some one can..
teach me...
i wanna to learn...
i just want you happy..
i really do...
that why I in mood or not are not the point anymore
just because you..
I change my self...
change what also can
just don't want you sad...bad...moody..
that all..
did i can do it well?
can i ?
babe
i really love you..
sorry...
I'm Jealous

Not in mood...

What happen between us?
hmm?
can tell me?
i just wanna know what you doing exactly..
but when i call you...you just hang up my call
and now..you off your hand phone...
i really moody...babe...
why treat me like that?
isn't i do any wrong make you mad on me?
last night you tell me that you didn't reply just because you hand phone are out of battery
but how about today?
if you wan break up..just tell me..
no need do all those to me..
really hurt...
I'm not blaming you..
i just wanna know what am i for you...
that all...
i wanna talk with you at once...
just once..
give me a chance to forgive what i did wrong on you...
please...
i not play play in this relationship
you know it...
i never play on you...
i really treat as my wife...
what u can't tell me just tell...
or what you bluffing also...
just tell...
i won't mad at all...
just because we are couple..
don't you say that to me before?
nothing is can't settle...
for me..
you are my whole life
i need you..
come back please..
i always waiting for you...
always...

I'm new here~

Hi, All of you, I'm the new here...
I posting this blog at 2009-1-30 0154AM
Is was midnight now,
can sleep well,
just because miss some one too much = =
so i'm damn miss her,
hehe xp,
don't know how about she...?
hmm...
i will try my best to upgrade this blog everyday..
if i can....
love you babe...
always...